Do you remember?

We had an argument (was it an argument?, I don’t know).

You got angry, said BYE and moved away leaving me alone.

I didn’t feel it a shock because I got habituated to it.

It hurts me indeed which can’t be expressed in words.

But recovered from it within few minutes because I can’t leave you as you left me.

A pale smile covered my face.

Searched for you and reached you and then, said SORRY.

Still now I can’t understand for what I said SORRY.

But I said it because it satisfies your EGO.

That’s true. SORRY acted positively on you.

But you entered into that lecture mood.

Gave lecture on my argumentative (me???) behavior and to what level you hate arguments.

I said SORRY again.

I know at that moment whatever I say you take it negative and tag it as my argument.

I took your hand and pressed it gently.

I did it to calm you down and also to convey my love on you.

Slowly you came out of that mood and smiled.

The environment became cool indicating its happiness over our smiles.

Every thing is going very smoothly now.

But some thing is disturbing a lot which I can’t say to you.

Because you may think it is another argument.

I can’t share my disturbing feelings even with friends.

Because I never wish my man becoming cheap in the looks of any one in this world.

Every thing is going smooth.

I don’t know when I say my opinion against your decision.

When you consider it as argument and say BYE and move away leaving me alone.

How unstable our love life is!

Our Love disappears with just an argument.

How delicate our relation is!

It fails with a simple word BYE.

Tears are running over cheeks.

I am unable to stop them.

Not once or twice.

It is happening all the times.

When every thing is normal, I feel freedom.

In that freedom I acquire confidence in expressing my views.

In that process I forget that my views may differ from your views.

You consider that as argument and move away saying BYE.

I come in search of you and say SORRY.

This process repeats.

Why this heart is experiencing this much pain?

 Tears are running over cheeks.

I am unable to stop them.

OK…let us consider that I am argumentative in nature.

OK…true I am a mindless fellow, don’t know what to say and when to say.

Even then, how can you leave me and our love abruptly and move away?

You can fight with me, you can shout at me.

My love gave you the permission to give even a slap on my cheeks.

But you never do that. You become silent.

Just say BYE and move away leaving me alone.

Until that moment all those romantic moments we gathered disappear into thin air.

I come in search of you and say SORRY several times.

You give your strong opinions on my argumentative nature.

I nod to every thing you say.

I say SORRY several times and you become normal.

How long it can happen like this?

Now I hesitate to say my true feelings and opinions.

They may hurt your EGO, you declare as an argument.

Then you will say BYE and move away leaving me alone.

Tears are running over cheeks.

I am unable to stop them.